End of the Bridge
BACK TO INDIA I returned back to India in Dec 2015 and then went into a stage of suicidal depression since I did not know what to do now. The core issue seemed to have been that my entire learning was experiential whereas for people to whom I tell my theory, it all seems logical but since it's not experiential for them they're not able to take it in and change their lives. Even my professor later had the same issue. I did not know how to create an experience for another person. Every day, I felt suicidal. This time, I went to the psychiatrist myself and asked for help since if I did not intervene, something bad might have happened. I was on anti depressants for 1 year after I returned from Europe. I did not know what to do. I delayed my Mckinsey joining date as much as possible because I wasn't excited about joining Mckinsey. It's just that I did not have any other means to earn money for my survival. No one would fund my research because everyone would just dismiss...
